I'm tired
Lain sitting browsing on her computer. | Serial Experiments Lain
Ugh... My head's heavy... I don't think this entry would make any sense but I'm writing it anyway.
Now... how long have I been medicated? Hmmm... I'd say about 8 months. I'm feeling better, sure. But I still struggle from time to time with mental health. It feels like my mind is an inescapable prison, cold walls, moldy celling and deathly whispers.
I absolutely have no energy left in me to pursue creative stuff, like drawing and writing. Sure, I have all the time anyone can ask for... but absolutely no will, energy or motivation.
I feel guilty for not being able to do stuff I like doing.
I feel trapped, I wish I didn't feel the way I do.
Date: June 15, 2025